sheesh... i got so many things to do yet lazy to do all... haihz.. keeps happening... die la.. tomolo theory exam.. hope i wont fail..wakaka.. :p ... sumthing jz crossed my mind.. i hav many nicknames o... hehe... got pat, ah pat, bei ji xia, sock leng, petronas, partini... and many many more.. i cant rmb all rite now.. haha.. but i love them.. well, kinda... hehe... bei ji xia means north prawn.. haha.. my swimming friends call me that... but only the kids la.. all the teenage swimmers all old liao, call me patricia.. or pat.. or ah pat... hehe.. i like that.. i dont like people to call me my chinese name.. weird i know but i dun fancy my chinese name a lot...

english is my mother tongue... my friends and teacher tells me it's not... but my mummy says it is so it is... haha... i always scold my little brother for nothin.. and i fell all bad about it.. but hey, i cant help it... haihz... evil me... lol~ i always fight and argue wif my mum.. duno why oso.. everytime she start de.. i'd be like doing my own things and all.. and she'll start barking like hell la.. aiya, dun bother oso...  hehe...

i love swimming.. it's my life.. but im not sure i do now... cuz.. im not getting really good at it like last year... *sob*.. things change i suppose.. everytime think until here i oso wan to cry... *burst into tears*... i miss my swimming friends, competition time, everything about swimming la... especially qian wen.. i miss her the most... i wonder if she miss me too....

im three person... the first: patricia goh, the bp swimmer... always sot sot and talkative... personal best is backstroke... good in studies... the second: wu shu ling, patricia, not very good in studies... always fail... always talk cold jokes and always bad mood... except sometimes... like to argue with teacher... irresponsible... the school's famous swimmer... this and that... the third: ah pat, second heir of goh family... always fight with siblings and parents... room very messy, always play piano, computer and sing... dun like to talk...

geez... i really am weird... plus got so many bad things about me... haihz... well, me la.. patricia... deal with it... hehehe...im not sure if all are really wat ppl think of me la.. but that's what i think wat ppl think bout me... complicated la..

i think im going crazy.. wither dat or im oledi crazy.. lol... btw, i think im oso not that popular la.. or mayb ppl jz dun like me lo... haihz... ^^ hmm.....

i like to read blogs.. only those who are interesting la.. for swimmers, i like konea and Tania's blog.. bet dey duno who i am.. muahahaha... gila.. hehe... :p

i know i've got really dark rings around my eyes.. no la.. not make-up.. i dont do that.. is panda eyes... lol.. haha. but sleep alot still won go de le.. how ah? take picture liao very ugly o...

i rmb ... er... i think 2005's mssm a... ya.. i think so... johor swim team were cheering for the swimmers down there.. we put coins into plastic bolles and sang "we will we will ROCK YOU ROCK YOU!!" it was so fun.. tat's bcuz we couldnt think of any solgan... shoutin "go johor" is so lame and boring.. so we decided to warm things up a little.. lol... and boy, was it FUN!!! i miss those days... haha...

everytime i write blog must got mood de... if not hor, will write until very boring.. like, do this then do that then this and that then then then... keep then de... then mayb a haha here and there... haihz... hehe... make blend oso... if like jz now hor, chat nicely wif my mummy, then i do de blend very nice... me and ruwen de la... she keeps ask me to do ah poh de but i dun hav mood later do liao she don like how? these kind of things cannot push me de... i will be very pekcek and fustrated...

*yawn*.. tomolo theory exam... wy i must remind myself?... haih ya... i love alot of ppl... my family, my relatives, ruwen, qian wen, swimmers (some hate la)... school friends (some oso hate).. i think no more.. hehe... aiyo, im fat liao la... i got baby face and chubby waistline.. *blush*.. hehe...