Things could have been worse, dad would've probably thrown Eugene outta the house or killed him. Whatever... How could things happened this way? Eugene could've stopped the fight from starting. I mean, it really was his fault. He shouldn't keep pestering dad about why he can't work in Wind Valley. Dad's very tired after one whole day of work. Plus Eugene should know that dad had always been unreasonable. How could he make everything more difficult for mum and me? Ugh. So much for being thoughtful.

 As I lay on their bed listening to dad and Eugene argue, I was so afraid of anything bad was going to happen so I was like pinned down to the bed. I couldn't sleep when stuff like that is happening around the house. I remembered few years back, mum and dad had an arguement, I mean, they always had plenty, this was one of them when dad said he would probably burnt the house down when we're sleeping. I didn't know what made me so frightened, I stayed up the whole night trying to hear if dad's going near the stove to set the house on fire. I pricked up my ears when I heard any little sounds. Then, I realise he wasn't really going to do that and went to sleep. With no luck. Anyway, anytime like just now, if I were Eugene, I guess I am already dead. Mum and Dad, now Eugene too, have absolutely zero tolerance with that kind of behaviour of mine. But that's also probably why I'm always showing the "bad" me around the house. Not to mention I'm bringing it everywhere I go. I couldn't help but wondering why mum and dad let eugene and ben get away with it. Maybe it's because they are BOYS! You think so? uh-huh... or maybe Eugene is sorta "the heir" around here and Ben's probably beacuse he is... well... small? Sometimes, I  really wished I was born in some famliy where their don't raise their voice. But that'll be boring wouldn't it?